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06 November 2013 @ 08:17 pm
Ja tässä tämä tekele. Kiitos inspiraatiosta kuuluu Mokomalle ja hr. Poelle. Palautetta otetaan vastaan vakoilla ja saaveilla.

Pistoon omantunnon samoin vastasinCollapse )
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Muse - Micro Cuts | Powered by Last.fm
03 November 2013 @ 03:43 pm
Oh dear... It's been ages since I posted here. I've been meaning to write something, but... I don't know. I'm not that much on computer these days or if I am, I'm playing something with my boyfriend. [I've always been "not-so-good" with the internet anyways...]

My latest obsession in the gaming in Witcher. Geralt of Rivia is one of the hottest gaming characters I know. [He IS to die for.] Currently I'm playing Witcher 2 and I'm dying half the time as I got accustomed to the rather relaxed gaming of the first game. Now I'm waiting for the next game to come out next year.

Nothing that much has happened since I last posted here. I don't have a regular job. Not I'm a part time teacher in the university, teaching the first year chemists-to-be in their first laboratory experiments. I've liked it. Most of them have seen some experimental chemistry in upper secondary school, which is at least three or four years ago. They have been rather excited about the experiments, yet sometimes something has gone somewhat not so well. But, hey! No-one's born to be perfect! They seem to like me, or I just pretend that way to make myself happy. I'll apply for the pedagogic studies next January and hope for the best. Maybe after that I'd get some regular job.

Well, to say nothing has happened is rather understatement. I did get engaged with my boyfriend this summer. That's something alright! We've been together for two years now.

Maybe I should post next two of my Finnish stories here. The other has been done for ages and the other I wrote not that long ago. It's still "raw". Something inspired by Edgar Allan Poe and Mokoma.

Let's try to post a bit more frequently than twice a year from now on.

Just noticed I had posted the first one here already..

Oh dear... can't even remember the html codes anymore...
Current Music: Muse - Starlight | Powered by Last.fm
04 January 2013 @ 01:21 pm
While I was at home, the principle of the sixth-form I went to asked if I could substitute their mathematics and physics teacher in case he won't be able to work on the next period. I said that I could and on Wednesday he called me and asked when I can get there to sign the contract.

I'm very anxious about it. I haven't done teaching aside the couple hours I did with fonulyn in the first training period (after which I decided to drop off from pedagogic studies). I've been having some nightmares lately, or at least very distressing dreams at least. I know the courses I'll be teaching will be rather easy stuff, basic functions, heat and wave physics, but still... I believe it will all go by fine, I'm just stressed about it as it's something new and as I know the teacher whom I'll be substituting (he was my mathematics teacher) and the principal and I want to show them that I can do this, and well too. If you are gonna do something, better do it properly.

Also I have to leave my boyfriend here. Sure I can come over by weekends, but it's rather difficult to get a buss [only one per day] and the ride takes somewhat 6-7 hours.

Seeing the pros [work experience, seeing whether I like teaching or not, money, seeing my family, seeing fonulyn] and the cons [not seeing my boyfriend, bus rides] I'm quite content with my choice. Not that I get this kind of opportunities every day.

On other stuff. We went to see The Hobbit, and though there were some things I didn't like that much, it was rather good movie. Absolutely loved the singing. There was way too little singing in the Lord of the Rings movies, considering how many songs there are on the books. Yes, definitely going to get the soundtrack.

Also I bought myself skis! I went skiing today for the first time in years. The only downside in my skis is that they seem to lack all grip. It was a pain to get up those few little uphills.

My boyfriend got me for Christmas Super Mario Galaxy 2 and we've been playing it for the last week. Now we got somewhat 45 stars collected. Some of the courses have been rather painful, but I've liked them as they are challenging. All in all: I love the game!

Yeah, now I should fill in some papers for Kela.
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
12 December 2012 @ 06:31 pm
I've been dead in all internet related thingies lately. It's about time to share something here.

I wonder what I've posted here...

Well, I'm living with my boyfriend (I suppose I posted that here...) and since I graduated last February, I've been unemployed, except for the couple months I've been supervising the student labs in our university. I've liked that, quite a lot actually. I'd like to do it more, but due to money issues with our university I can't work more than a certain hour amount per semester. [So I got work approximately 1-2 months per semester.]

I've been doing some handcraft projects lately. I managed to sew Christmas curtains to our living room, and also new sheet. Plus I've been making some presents, which I'll present to you after Christmas.

Well, I don't know what else to say now. I'm going home for couple of weeks, so for that time I won't be reachable through internet. But yeah, I'm alive :)
Current Mood: busybusy
09 May 2012 @ 12:11 pm
First, I need to rant!
There is a difference between "then" and "than"! With adjectives you use THAN! "I am shorter thAn Steven." NOT "I am shorter then Steven." It even sounds stupid! Besides "a" and "e" aren't next to each other on keyboard so there is no excuse! One letter matters!

Alright, done with that, let's continue.

I've officially moved now, so if you want my new address let me know ^_^ Also I started driving school and I'm having my first driving lesson next week. I've been having the theory lessons thus far. [Side effect: bye bye money...]

I'm not that enthusiastic about the hockey championships. One reason is that the broadcasting was given to the commercial channel and I have to see the damn commercials all the damn time, and that the one and only good commentator can only be heard in Canal +. So thank you very much YLE for handing that away! [YLE is basically Finnish BBC] Besides they only show Finland's games from the free channels. Annoying, especially as we are hosting the games together with Sweden...

I'm going home for Mother's Day. We'll also celebrate my sisters' birthdays. I got them Moomin spoons. Maybe I'll start to collect those for them.

As for sad news, I heard today that one of my university teacher's son has died in an accident. He was around my age. Life can be so cruel at times :/

I think I had more to rant/talk about, but can't think more now.
Current Mood: sadsad
26 March 2012 @ 02:09 pm
I haven't posted in some time. I've been busy working as assistant and also moving my stuff to my boyfriend's place. Yup, I'm moving in with him. Gotta get some job after I finish in the lab in couple of weeks. Maybe I'll continue with my studies here, it's the only place where I can get a job related to my education in this area of Finland, and I really don't want to move to Southern Finland, there's nothing for me there. Besides I like Joensuu. Or I could do the teacher studies and qualify as teacher, that way I might get a job from here, but I'm not much into that. I'd like to do some real research and not that crap I've been doing the past two summers at University...

Most likely fonulyn and I will be going to see Jaakko Teppo's musical on Easter Monday! My friend works in the project and she can get me free tickets ^__^ It's also nice to see her and fonulyn!

My room seems so empty... I've taken like 90 % of my belongings away and basically here's just the furniture plus couple boxes of stuff I'll need to go through whether I'll throw them away or keep them. I'll miss my walls and the coziness of them :/ Maybe I'll put some of the posters on the walls at my bf's place, not all though, have to see.

Plaah... I guess I should take the next load of stuff now, I'd be pretty much done after that, for the rest I'll need some carrying help.

See you around!
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
17 February 2012 @ 03:07 pm
Yup! That's right! I'm officially Master of Science now ^_^
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
13 February 2012 @ 01:02 pm
I passed my final examination with grade 3/5!!! Eventhough I didn't answer to one question! This means I just have to go through some bureaucracy and I'm officially a master of science! I'm so happy! Good thing I'm gonna bake today and tomorrow!

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Caitsu's spotify
20 January 2012 @ 12:02 pm
I've read one quarter of my final examination book and understood maybe 1% of it... Besides I'm tired and after reading one paragraph I'm just on the brinx off falling asleep. Not a good thing at all. But I'll keep my goal to reach halfway today.

Today I had a slight inspiration to write my transformers story. I should check where I left it and carry on with it. I should also get the new TF book from play.com, it wasn't that expensive anyway.

Well now back to read and later make some burgers with my bf ^-^
Current Mood: tiredtired
30 December 2011 @ 04:37 pm
I'm writing this from my 3ds! Writing isn't that easy, but still... I had a good holiday and now I'm back to Joensuu.
Yeah, that's it for now.
Current Music: majora's mask music
12 December 2011 @ 12:08 am
It's been a long time since my last update. Livejournal has been just so dead that I haven't had the interest to update.

I've finished my master thesis! got 3/5, which is good considering the amount of effort I put in it. I also had my presentation about it, so now I have no thesis related stuff left. Just have to take the final exam next month and I'm done with my studies.

Everything is going great with mr. C ^_^ We went to see his parents yesterday. They were really nice, and the mom had made a great dinner. Yummy fish! Also I got to get to sauna... That was blissful, I haven't been in sauna since I was last time at home.

I'm going home for the Christmas next week. I'll be away from him for two weeks ;_; But I do want to spend Christmas with my family. I should come up with a present for my brother still, otherwise I've bought all I need.

I though I had loads and loads of stuff to update, but now I don't know what else to write. I guess that's it then for now.
13 October 2011 @ 03:29 pm
Just came from my professor's office. No killing or blood shedding was involved. (Well I did cut my finger this morning while making my lunch.) So now I should write the report of my practical thesis work and add it to the literature part by the end of this month! *dom1* Oh, sweet Lord, help me!

I watched 9 episodes of My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic with my boyfriend the night before. It was cool, and he didn't seem too unwilling to watch it! And on Saturday we are going to see the new Johnny English movie! Whii! I got us pretty good seats!

Yesterday I found these "Sharpe's *add a noun here*" from Anttila sales. So Now I have 15 hours of Sean Bean on DVD! Plus the first two movies of the series [a bit over 3 hours] which I had to download as they weren't for sale :/ And I found the second season of Onedin Line for cheap! Whii!!!

Gosh, I feel so random today. I almost feel like writing my thesis, but I guess I've done enough for today. Maybe I should just go home and hope mr. C wants to watch some more ponies after he's finished with his work...

BTW: I'd like to become a full time baker. Maybe I should become a house wife... I could bake all day through, but then I'd demand for a dishwasher! And I crave so much after all baking stuff! I want to buy these silicon molds for cupcakes and for cakes! I want to have piparimuotteja and Muumimamma munakello! All sorts of pans and kettles and setts of china! [<- now what the fuck is that about?]

Great! It started to rain! Damn you autumn! Damn you! *goes away*
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
10 October 2011 @ 11:46 pm
This time I post two fictions inspired by music. First one was inspired by Rammstein and the latter one by Finnish Mokoma.

I'll never be able to draw the image I have from Rammstein's Feuer un Wasser, so I tried to write it down, not with that good success...
Feuer und Wasser kommt nicht zusammenCollapse )

I might as well add here this Finnish story I wrote, not available in English :/ Learn Finnish!
Varoitus, ahdistavaa sisältöä, sinua on varoitettuCollapse )

Kaverini Janne totesi tuon luettuaan, ettei miulla oo kaikki kunnossa pään sisällä :D

Yeah, I should go to sleep, but I don't feel like it.
Current Mood: mischievousmischievous
Current Music: SHINee - Your Name | Powered by Last.fm
01 October 2011 @ 11:06 pm
I'm done with the practical part of my master thesis! Now I'm taking some distance to it, I'm having a meeting with my professor on 10th. Till then I'm having a break. So tomorrow I'm going home and come back next Saturday. Nice to see sisters and some relatives after couple months. [Last time I saw them in relative's funeral, happy occasion.]

More babbling about my social life under cut
What's happened to me?Collapse )
14 September 2011 @ 10:08 pm
A friend at school was talking about Resident Evil at school and I watched a video of the first RE [Wii edition]. Oh my God it looked good! and scary! Now I have a great lust to buy it! And RE4 as it's only 11 €! [I need another RE icon!]

So inspired by that and this I wrote a short story between Ada and Leon.

It's shortCollapse )

It's been some time since I wrote anything decent.
08 September 2011 @ 10:23 am
Last night I had a dream where I was in this weird tour thing in some museum. fonulyn was there for sure, the other people were some people, not anyone special.
So we were walking in the museum and then there was this older guy, like maybe 40-50 years old, quite tall and a bit this "slimy"-type. When the tour in the museum was ending he approached me and asked "Want to go for a dinner?" I was shocked and thought "Where the hell are all these men coming from?!?" I wasn't really impressed the way he approached me and as said, he seemed slimy so I decided to act blond and answered "I'm not hungry now" and took off. I did my best to avoid him for the rest of the tour.
As we were walking outside of the museum, fonulyn talked with the guy. She kinda hugged him in this "there, there, you'll be ok"-style and said "She's not that familiar with men, so don't take it personally" or something similar

I woke up and I was all facepalm *facepalm*

So yeah... Now to eat and back to work.
05 September 2011 @ 01:19 pm
I took fonulyn's physics reports to physics department and as I was walking back to chemistry department an African guy came to talk to me. I first though he was a new chemistry student, who didn't have any idea where to go, but no. He studies cultural diversity or something like that. Then he asked me where I was going and I said, that I'm just going to my office. He asked if he can come along and I said why not. Ok, he came here and there's not much here to see. As I took him to the main doors he asked if I'd like to go to a lunch with him. Then I agreed. It's not like I get lunch invitations every day x) So I'll have lunch with him on Wednesday xD

And my Finnish flatmate sent me a message saying she got sick and didn't come back here and actually "I am changing scenery for the next year". So they'll come to pack up her things when she's feeling better. I kinda liked her already and now I don't know who's gonna come there next. Not in this month I believe, maybe not even next month. Awkward...
01 September 2011 @ 10:34 pm
I'm going to Tampere this weekend to see my dear old friend (since we were about 4 or 5). She has her birthday party and we are going to celebrate it with couple of people. We are also gonna do some preparations for my new dress! As she has the education for cloth industry I asked her if she could make me a dress and she got all enthusiastic about it ^_^

So when I go there we will do some designing and try to find the fabrics. Yay!

Both of my flatmates are nice! The German girl has her birthday Sunday week from now, but I won't be here then :(But I told her we can celebrate it on the week too, and I told I can bake something! Nice!)

Yes... I think that's about it. I need to get some sleep now.
30 August 2011 @ 07:45 pm
This totally cracked me up when I checked my Last.fm XD

Yes, back to physics report so I can watch Oh! My Lady after I've finished it!
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Hurriganes - Mary Jane | Powered by Last.fm
Whii! My new computer is working!

Time for a gig update. I've been really lazy this summer. I written basically nothing about the trip to Paris... But now I'll write down couple notes from the Dir en grey gig!!!

So it was m first gig of them and I was getting really excited about it while we were waiting outside Nosturi. I really like their new album and the way Kyo sings (note: sings) on it. So I was having good feelings about the gig.

fonulyn and I were in the balcony on Kaoru and Toshiya's side. I had a very good view at Kyo and I stared at him for the couple first song the most. He looked just so damn good! Pictures do no justice for him! I saw Die rather nicely, and Toshiya with slight effort and Kaoru with a bit bigger effort. I was also able to watch Shinya's drumming (he's good!).

In my head a blue fish has just died....Collapse )

Now as I've been listening to Deg more again, I've "found" some good memories from the depths of my memory. There is this melancholy and nostalgia, card games and "guess the song"... fonulyn, you remember that? We were really sucky at it xD I've also regained memories from the music videos, though I haven't watched some of them in years.

Now I'm getting all nostalgic and melancholy, but in a good way!

There's probably something important I've forgotten to say, but that can't be helped now!
Current Music: SADS - PORNO STAR | Powered by Last.fm
17 August 2011 @ 03:33 pm
I get my new computer assembled today by mr. M!

And by computer I mean a REAL computer, a PC, a table computer! No more laptops and their suckyness for me! I'll be able to update the parts and if something breaks down, it's possible to buy a new part in reasonable price! I'll cherish the computer forever! It'll be my first real computer ♥

Now I just have to wait till one measurement finishes so I can clean up and head to the bus station to get the stuff! Wiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!

[Gosh, it seems I have loads of "mr."s in my life... Too bad they are all friends :/]
Current Location: at uni
Current Music: some Doom Unit from the radio
16 August 2011 @ 11:39 pm
I watched one movie, River Queen, today. I bought it because Kiefer Sutherland plays in it, and I ended up fangirling other actors, which was good as he didn't have that huge part in it x)

I also watched 3 episodes of Oh! My Lady and I'm all hyped up!! I just want to squeal! It's so damn adorable series! gavraepoöbgarwövanvapösmd gioharoughaerfafgonvaeow!!!!!

Yes, very coherent me...

And I totally, absolutely love the symphonic version of Dir en grey's Amon!

It's so hypnotizing, I almost reach nirvana while listening to it! My other new favorite from the new album is Diabolos... And Rasetsukoku is also awesome! Basically I just don't like the intro, Decayed Crow isn't that good either, but otherwise! I'm really looking forward to the gig in Helsinki week from now!!!

Now to bed!
Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: Amon (symphonic version) - Dir en grey
11 August 2011 @ 10:05 pm
I had a very last weekend last weekend ^_^

On Friday fonulyn and makaronikeisari came for a visit. We played MarioKart and New Super Mario Bros. on Wii and it was fun as hell! We were up till 3 am and in the morning we woke up around 6 am to get makaronikeisari to catch his train. On saturday I had some other chemists besides me and fonulyn to celebrate my late birthday and eat loads of cupcakes! We played some cards, my guests made Miis for my Wii, we talked shit and ate some more. As usual, I over exaggerated the amount of stuff we'd eat so we were all pretty stuffed, and we didn't even try all of the cupcakes!

I also got birthday present from makaronikeisari, fonulyn, Janne and Mr. X!! It was Oh! My lady DVD-box and Super Junior M's Super Girl mini album! I was all hyped out (I still am!) and even after the boys (except Mr. X.) had left my hands were shaking from joy! I've watched 4 episodes of Oh! My Lady and Siwon, Siwon, Siwon... I love all the characters so much! Well, there are some I really dislike, but they are good characters still. Yeah, it's an awesome series ^_^

On Sunday fonulyn and I basically watched TV. We watched Super Junior's Mystery 6, which was very entertaining, slightly seasoned with horror and the boys were just.. Awesome! At some point we watche bravely going forward, with english subtitles this time and that was amusing too, even more than last time, as we could understand what was happening xD Then we watched some music videos while playing cards. That was fun too! And we ended our weekend by watching 10 episodes or Explorers of Human Body, Super Junior show where they try out different things with their bodies. Eating chili, arm wrestling, reaction time... I honestly can't tell when I would have laughed so heartily! We were both laughing our asses off on the floor :D We have to watch the last episodes too!

On Monday I had a friend over to watch Transformers! Yay! That was fun too!

I'm also progressing in Twiligh Princess! I'm in the second last temple :O I would've played further today, but I got stuck in one room and I don't want to check the walkthrough yet. Let's try that tomorrow!

Oh yeah, I might post some pictures later :P
09 August 2011 @ 08:05 pm
I decided to take the bull from the horns and listen the new Dir en grey album.

I've been rather skeptic about their new music, so I was rather taken aback when I began.
The intro (kyoukotsu no nari) was... *facepalm* Well, I didn't enjoy it that much. The rest of the album had a good sound world, the guitars, bass and drums all sound good. (Why have I heard people saying otherwise?) Then again Kyo... I had plenty of "omg, kyo! stfu!"-moments, but he has some respectable growling now, so he gains my approval in that aspect.

Lotus sounded really good, Kyo sounded like he used to at points, and I shed a tear while listening to it, same happened while listening to Vanitas, those are my favorites from the album at the moment.

The two bonus songs are one of the best on the album. Rasetsukoku (I believe it's a rearranged from their old song, but I can't be sure, it doesn't sound a bit like it) was really heavy and I liked it much. And then the symphonic version of Amon was slightly better than the regular version, the strings fit to the song very well.

I'm very relieved that the album was this good. My main complaint is that the songs are way too long. There's too much in them and it's hard to concentrate on each song. On scale from 1 - 5, I might give the album strong 3,5. It was well worth listening.

[The Blossoming Beelzebub... What a name for a song... *facepalm]
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Current Music: The Blossoming Beelzebub - Dir en grey
03 August 2011 @ 01:10 pm
New flatmate is moving in... I had a call from Elli (the company owning our houses) that there's a lot of stuff in the hall according to the new tenant. Yeah two mattresses and tv's box. And then yesterday's dishes in kitchen.

I bet it's a first year student and humanoid (humanist for non-scientist) *facepalm*
Oh boy... I hope she's not gonna be there this weekend...
Hopefully I'll get along with her. Well, I should be done with my studies rather soon so...


Okay, I'll go to calm down and try to get some work done.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Darth Wader theme playing in my head